Alot of us mourn the death of Chad Miller aka mAUDLIN rHAPSODIST
Here you can get all of his music in MP3: https://www.gotblack.com/users/mr/chad.php
Here are some of his lyrics that I found.
"AK-47"
i'm gonna have some fun tonight
with an AK-47
i've got adrenaline pumping through my veins
and i'm coming to your neighborhood
it's me against the ****ing world
and i'm taking no prisoners
i'm not gonna stop until i've dealt with
every last one of you
YIPPEE-KI-YAY MOTHER****ER
COME AND GET IT
I'M ON A KILLING SPREE
AND YOU'RE NEXT IN LINE
I'M GONNA DECORATE THE SIDEWALK
WITH YOUR ****ING BRAINS
i've got it out for all of you
every man, woman, and child
any god damn human who crosses my path
is gonna get what they deserve
it's me against the ****ing world
and i'm taking no prisoners
i'm not gonna stop until i've dealt with
every last one of you
YIPPEE-KI-YAY MOTHER****ER
COME AND GET IT
I'M ON A KILLING SPREE
AND YOU'RE NEXT IN LINE
I'M GONNA DECORATE THE SIDEWALK
WITH YOUR ****ING BRAINS
"Girls Like You"
can the virus in your panties
come outside and play?
i've been waiting here oh-so-long
for a taste of the thing
you're so happy to give
to anyone with a will to indulge
and don't tell me you're through
with playing the fool
because i know deep down in your heart
you'll always be a slut
and you'll never have enough
of the boys who want to fill you up
would it be easier for you
if i told you i loved you?
if i made a promise or two
and said "i'm not like the others"?
well, i'd much rather skip
the getting-to-know-you bullshit
and just get right to the part
where i use you for what you're here for
SHUT YOUR PRETTY LITTLE MOUTH
AND SPREAD YOUR ****ING LEGS
NOW LET ME SHOW YOU
WHAT THE DEVIL DOES TO GIRLS LIKE YOU
I'LL MAKE YOU SCREAM
AND MAKE YOU BLEED
FROM THE PLACES YOU DON'T WANT ME TO BE
AND WHEN I'M DONE
I'LL MAKE IT CRYSTAL CLEAR
EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME
when the morning after comes
and you wake up alone
in the aftermath of what we've done
don't even try
to ****ing pretend
that you didn't know i'd end it like this
'cause we both know
that you're nothing special
if you want the truth, neither am i
so just forget about me
like i know you will
and move on to your next big thing
would it be easier for you
if i told you i loved you?
if i made a promise or two
and said "i'm not like the others"?
well, i'd much rather skip
the getting-to-know-you bullshit
and just get right to the part
where i use you for what you're here for
SHUT YOUR PRETTY LITTLE MOUTH
AND SPREAD YOUR ****ING LEGS
NOW LET ME SHOW YOU
WHAT THE DEVIL DOES TO GIRLS LIKE YOU
I'LL MAKE YOU SCREAM
AND MAKE YOU BLEED
FROM THE PLACES YOU DON'T WANT ME TO BE
AND WHEN I'M DONE
I'LL MAKE IT CRYSTAL CLEAR
EXACTLY WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME
"The Hypocrite's Dissolution"
awakening from a dream
of yesterdays and goodbyes
i curl up with a bottle
drink myself back to sleep
here's a toast to the things
i've lost to my own mistakes
i never said i was perfect
or even trustworthy
you meant the world to me
that's why i had to hurt you
i needed you to see just
how ugly i really am
i told you right from the start
that i was not worth loving
and now you've seen it for yourself
with the scars to prove it
now i'm left to my own devices
a bottle of vodka
and a razorblade
it's time to make amends
for the things that i have been
and when they find me lying
naked and lifeless
in a pool of blood
i just hope
you'll believe
that i am truly sorry
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO HOME
MY LITTLE CORNER OF HELL
I NEVER SHOULD HAVE LEFT
BUT I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON WELL
i tried to bury the truth
in my convincing facade
playing the part of the good guy
i really thought i could fake it
but soon enough it all came
crashing down on you and me
and when you saw my true colours
i knew it was over
now i'm left to my own devices
a bottle of vodka
and a razorblade
it's time to make amends
for the things that i have been
and when they find me lying
naked and lifeless
in a pool of blood
i just hope
you'll believe
that i am truly sorry
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO HOME
MY LITTLE CORNER OF HELL
I NEVER SHOULD HAVE LEFT
BUT I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON WELL
A link showing that his own BROTHER murdered him: https://www.todeskampf.arcticpalace.org/boa...c.php?p=565#565