Lockdown

[Aberration]

dunno what ure talking about i am selling many items to germans; ffp2 masks, lego sets, hardware, dogfood, even pokemon cards - they spent tons of money... germans are rich as fuck!!!

where do u get all that stuff from?

[Zeo]

imo an epidemic should be obvious with real dead people not positive test results lol

Well said mate!

[Skyward]

Germany is so rich that they even try to buy our EDF (french electricity) whereas it's the only thing that guarantee our independance

Selling this compagny is like selling the entire country so I highly expect our governement does not sell it

[Privateer]

meanwhile a 3rd wave of coronavirus has been announced in poland and 3rd wave of depression in my head

[Aberration]

meanwhile a 3rd wave of coronavirus has been announced in poland and 3rd wave of depression in my head

you need to meditate bro. if it can cure my psychosis it can cure your depression xd

[Prottoss of GZ wow]

you need to meditate bro. if it can cure my psychosis it can cure your depression xd

meditation is not for everyone, my mind is way too active for example, i go nuts if im not doing something i have to keep my mind busy at most times unless im sleeping, i do it through parties, college work and actual work, so i give myself very little rest time at least until i find a better solution. I live this sort of lifestyle because I developed some new emotions in my head and i let them run rampant, this is a result of emotional suppression as opposed to emotional control, so i have been very busy in the last 3 weeks trying to figure out wtf is wrong with me and I have found a viable solution that lets me learn about my own mental state and keep busy at the same time, and i have to say that i am very much in love with this new activity that kills 2 rabbits with 1 bullet and I look forward to it on daily basis

[HeLLspAWn]

Teamgames > mindfuck > meditation

[Privateer]

meditation is not for everyone, my mind is way too active for example, i go nuts if im not doing something i have to keep my mind busy at most times unless im sleeping, i do it through parties, college work and actual work, so i give myself very little rest time at least until i find a better solution. I live this sort of lifestyle because I developed some new emotions in my head and i let them run rampant, this is a result of emotional suppression as opposed to emotional control, so i have been very busy in the last 3 weeks trying to figure out wtf is wrong with me and I have found a viable solution that lets me learn about my own mental state and keep busy at the same time, and i have to say that i am very much in love with this new activity that kills 2 rabbits with 1 bullet and I look forward to it on daily basis

Same bro, I'm a hyperactive person and have to keep my mind busy most of the time, because if I don't, it drives me nuts. I'm too impatient to go into meditation, it would only irritate me and make even more distressed. Suppressing my thoughts is not the best idea during these times.

[Aberration]

especially you guys should meditate in my opinion! my mind is hyperactive/overactive by nature and I have almost no sensory filter and strong ADS due to my (recently diagnosed) autism. i always thought it's impossible to control my own thoughts/feelings but by meditation I'm finally starting to break free from mindslavery!

important info: it's not about suppressing thoughts, it's about learning to ignore them/observe them only.

thanks to this practice I'm developing my own sensory filter now that you neurotypical guys are born with. all I can say is: I love it! living without a sensory filter is really hell. you are constantly burnout/depressed/anxious and on the verge of complete madness/psychosis. but now I know that there is hope.

[Prottoss of GZ wow]

Same bro, I'm a hyperactive person and have to keep my mind busy most of the time, because if I don't, it drives me nuts. I'm too impatient to go into meditation, it would only irritate me and make even more distressed. Suppressing my thoughts is not the best idea during these times.

you see i kinda thought you would be similar in some things with me based on how we even have similarities on outlook on life and have similar interests irl

[Aberration]

you see i kinda thought you would be similar in some things with me based on how we even have similarities on outlook on life and have similar interests irl

I wish I could say that. I've a feeling I'm the only autistic psycho on this gaming forum xd

[Prottoss of GZ wow]

I wish I could say that. I've a feeling I'm the only autistic psycho on this gaming forum xd

one of my best friends has ADHD, doesnt stop him from living a life like mine, hell the guy even pulls better looking women than i do from time to time

anyway obviously i dont know what it is like to walk in your shoes but look everyone is different and thats a good thing

Also to go back on your point about thought observation/ignoring. I would really disagree with this and if thats the art of meditation then I will stay away from it for the duration of my life. In my opinion it is far more important to be able to understand your thoughts and emotions and be able to analyze them rationally in your own head and challenge them. With enough practice of this technique this will become more natural in my mind (hopefully) and I will be able to think a lot more rationally in the situations that call for emotions like anger or hurt which are very difficult to control.

Ill try to give you an analogy and I hope it will make sense, lets say you have an infected wound on your hand, if you ignore it or just observe it, your wound will cause you to die eventually, or in best case you will just lose your hand. This doesnt profit you. This example applies to mental health also, there is no reason you should ignore/observe anger, hurt, depression, panic attacks and many other things that there are (im new to this). Because just as physical health, mental health is also health and requires just as much if not more attention.

[HeLLspAWn]

one of my best friends has ADHD, doesnt stop him from living a life like mine, hell the guy even pulls better looking women than i do from time to time

anyway obviously i dont know what it is like to walk in your shoes but look everyone is different and thats a good thing

Also to go back on your point about thought observation/ignoring. I would really disagree with this and if thats the art of meditation then I will stay away from it for the duration of my life. In my opinion it is far more important to be able to understand your thoughts and emotions and be able to analyze them rationally in your own head and challenge them. With enough practice of this technique this will become more natural in my mind (hopefully) and I will be able to think a lot more rationally in the situations that call for emotions like anger or hurt which are very difficult to control.

Ill try to give you an analogy and I hope it will make sense, lets say you have an infected wound on your hand, if you ignore it or just observe it, your wound will cause you to die eventually, or in best case you will just lose your hand. This doesnt profit you. This example applies to mental health also, there is no reason you should ignore/observe anger, hurt, depression, panic attacks and many other things that there are (im new to this). Because just as physical health, mental health is also health and requires just as much if not more attention.

Yu forgot to add that perfect mental health can cure many somatic symptoms. Example: you stress too much or too often (live in overall stress) - you can get diarrhea, muscle spasms and some more serious problems later on (especially mental ones).

[Prottoss of GZ wow]

Yu forgot to add that perfect mental health can cure many somatic symptoms. Example: you stress too much or too often (live in overall stress) - you can get diarrhea, muscle spasms and some more serious problems later on (especially mental ones).

im still learning and doing research but just on the stuff that applies to me personally for now. But yes you are right i heard stories like this before. However if you want to discuss this further ill read some articles so i can actually provide a valid discussion because at the moment i dont have enough knowledge to talk about things other than those i talked about in my previous post

[Aberration]

Yu forgot to add that perfect mental health can cure many somatic symptoms. Example: you stress too much or too often (live in overall stress) - you can get diarrhea, muscle spasms and some more serious problems later on (especially mental ones).

even your adrenal cortex can be damaged permanently causing many chronic problems. guess how I know that...

@ Prottoss

the reason why you can't control your emotions is that you identify 2 much w them. when you view them from a certain distance (by meditation) you can still act accordingly and much more rationally and wise. think of this: how can a psychopath survive? he has no feelings/fear by nature and yet he avoids danger enough not to get killed. by not caring and feeling as much as others he becomes smarter and stronger than them.
but ofc this is just my way of thinking. it works for me. the less I care the more I achieve. even in Sam when I care a lot about losing I lose when I don't give a damn I win. it's true 4 me. but I'm not neurotypical so maybe it doesn't work 4 your brain I dunno.

I'm meditating 24/7 now and finally get a grip on my mental problem. I just meditate everything away now xd. also I practice 100% semen retention and it gives me a hell of a lot more energy which I really need to fix my broken life. this shit actually works 4 me. ye I know I'm crazy